Monday, September 14, 2009


Its been 19 days now I didn't think I would make it at first BUT I did.. Just 2 more days to and it will be 21 days a few days missing but,like I said I had a few set backs. Do I feel better some times not all day but I am not in bed all day that is a big big change and I am sleeping about 5 hours a night and that is a big change, I am still talking to mercy and working through my PTSD.
as for dinner tonight its corn on the cob and chicken and a dinner salad. The kids have moved out that should be my joy today. but it wasn't. My Joy today was found hiding behind my grandsons smile, as I gave him a bath in the sink and he stood up and peeed clear a cross the kitchen, he had the biggest grin on his face like look what I can do.. How can you not laugh at that.